A President's Reflections

Father’s Day 2016

Posted on June 19, 2016

[Happy Father’s Day.  I wrote the post that follows below for a previous Father’s Day and then received more email in response than for any other post on my blog before or after.  People shared similar, lovely memories of their fathers.  My father passed away early on the morning of Father’s Day fourteen years ago, so I post this earlier remembrance every year now in his memory and in celebration of those other fathers with back yard gardens past and present.]

I grew up on the South Side of Waltham in one of the many multi-family homes that sloped up from the old Waltham Watch Factory and its perch on the bank of the Charles River.  The houses on Crescent Street were packed in tight and all the backyards abutted, usually separated by low chain link fences we routinely vaulted in neighborhood wide games of hide and seek during my childhood.

Those backyard fences were also where our fathers leaned after work, usually with cigarettes in one hand and garden hoses in the other, watering their respective tomato plants and comparing notes about when to prune, best varieties, and that week’s weather and its impact on the plants.  Everyone was a working man — my father a stone mason, and the others a cop, laborer, carpenter, and factory worker.  We had immigrated from Canada in 1960 and to our left was an Italian, Mr Capucci, and to our right was Tony from Portugal, and behind us the cop, Mr. Pappas, a Greek.   Almost everyone had an accent.  All of them had jobs where you showered after work, not before.

Those guys often lingered at the fence on warm summer nights, the glow from their cigarettes giving them away when dusk turned to darkness.  As a kid I didn’t stop to listen in on their conversations, — too boring then,  but the bits and pieces I caught while playing across the yards with their boys often described the places they had left behind.  In our case, we had a simple farm in a hard scrabble Maritimes farming village where even in the 1950s women still made soap from beef tallow and lye and washed clothes by hand.  My mother recalls softening and bleaching flour sacks to sew and make underwear for my sisters.

It wasn’t an easy life, but the men were often nostalgic about it.  I think the women probably had it harder than the men in many ways, so it was easier for the latter to reminisce about the old places in a way I never heard from my mother and the other wives.  The men shared stories of hunting and fishing, of bringing in the hay on hot end-of-summer days, of horses they fondly remembered, and the taste of fruit and vegetables so much richer than the produce we now bought in the market.

Their gardens were a link back to those old agricultural ways, Ithink.  If not their own, for their father’s days and the memories of their childhoods.  Hands in soil, pruning away shoots, and the juice down the chin flavor of a tomato picked and still warmed by the sun, and eaten right there, unwashed, in the midst of the plants — those were the visceral connections they shared.

My father was an excellent gardener.  His tomato plants, a mix of varieties designed to produce early and then right into early September, supplied our table.  We could make a whole meal from sliced garden tomatoes, my mother’s home made bread, and salt.  Even late in his life, he would send us off to our homes, young adults as we were, with a brown bag full of tomatoes.

I’ve planted tomatoes this year for the first time and I’m not sure how good a gardener I’ll prove to be.  I’ll never be his equal to be sure, yet there is value in even a half-failed attempt.  It reminds me of those summer nights so many years ago and of those fathers who knew backbreaking work and sacrifice and who found comfort in soil, a cigarette, and quiet conversation late into the evening.

My dad was not a model father in the ways we modern fathers worry about, but he was a great father in all the ways that really matter.  He had some basic core values: work hard, don’t cut corners, be honest, take people for who they are , be there for them in times of need, laugh, and love your family.  He cheered for the underdog, distrusted the rich, hated the British (as every Canadian who served under them in WWII did), and relished a good glass (or even a bad glass) of rye whiskey.

My father died in 1997, on Father’s Day.    I think of him pretty often, miss him sometimes, wish he could see the fine young women Emma and Hannah have grown to be (he’d love their spunk and worry endlessly over their adventures).  I never go to his grave site.  It seems a hollow place to me.  But I can’t pass a garden full of tomatoes without thinking of how it compares to his.

If I get just one tomato this summer, I promise to sit on the stone wall in our yard some early evening and think about how much he’d love to share a bite.

2 thoughts on “Father’s Day 2016

  1. Just beautifully done — the imagery so easily drew me in. What amazing men our fathers’ generation created. Happy Father’s Day to you, Paul.

  2. Kaylynne says:

    My father just passed away December 2015. I was not anywhere near him, nor was I able to visit before or right after his passing. I often think of him and what he would think or say about my life choices. What advice he would have given me. The big question, would he be proud of me?

    My father also had a garden. He grew tomatoes among other fruit and vegetables. One year he tried to grow broccoli. He caught a baby moose and I robbing his garden. He had been working so hard to make that garden grow and we ate everything. He never said anything to me about it. Just told me the moose was not allowed in the house. That moose slept on our front porch with our dogs for two years.

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